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The words I'm saying right now, I don't know if they'll hurt you
They'll probably make you hate me forever
You, saying that I'm not the same as I used to be, is not completely untrue
This changed me is a stranger to myself as well
You are so kind but
That's the way you are but oh
I don't know I don't know
Why I am like this
We were so in love, and you're here now but oh
I don't know
I want to find myself now

Baby I'm sorry, even when I'm with you, I'm Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I'm sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I'm by your side
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

You didn't do anything wrong, I'm the strange one
It seems I've already been prepared long ago, for our breakup
I really wanted to treat you well, out of all the times, why is it when I'm confronted by love
I am shrinking away & am lonely endlessly
You are so kind but
That's the way you are but oh
I don't know I don't know
Why I am like this
We were so in love, and you're here now but oh
I don't know
I want to find myself now

Baby I'm sorry, even when I'm with you, I'm Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I'm sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I'm by your side
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Cuz I'm just another girl
This night is lonely, I
Can't take any more, Good bye
Cuz I'm just another girl
I'm so lonely
Even though I'm by your side right now
Baby I'm so lonely
Lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely

Salam. Err hai ina. Aku tauk kau block aku. Who wouldn't?  ahaha. Okey.Aku sik berapa kisah lah k? Mana kata kau, janji kau bahagia. Okey, Aku mok settle this once and for all. Sak kita sik payah nanggong dosa gik.Boleh? First. Aku nak mintak maaf mun terkasar bahasa ka,too annoying ka or apa2 jak lah yang membuatkan  kau bencik ngan aku. I never spread bad stories about you. Aku harap kau sik cayak ilak lah dengan apa yang orang lain cakap pasal aku. Cause RUMORS  are shits. Aku tauk yang aku tok mudah terpengaruh dengan sidak lain ya. Maybe sebab aku puas kenak bulak bah ya aku sik mudah cayak ngan orang. Mok madah tok face 2 face kelak macam2 gik cerita orang. Orang kinek sik pande berhenti bercerita sampe cerita sidak ya laku. Kan? Orang oun banyak cerita pasal kau, tapi aku sik cayak cause I know it's not the truth. You're not a horrible person.It's just that people like to criticize other just because of their looks. Not their heart. :) .Kita berdamai okey? I'm kinda miss you lah my cousin. Rindu mok lekek tetak ngan kau pasal "burong bulu jarang2" ya. Ingt sik ko? ahahaha. Okey. Lepas tok, sikda gik cerita2 nok sik bagus. Mun  ada apa2 all you need is be truthful to me. I won't blame you if it's not your fault ;). I forgive you. Lamak dah aku maaf kn kau. Just aku tok rupa jak Ego,Sombong tapi aku tetap maafkan kau kazen :'). And lastly, pasal ain ya, ko iboh iso. Dah ku madah ngan ny yang benda tok settle ya. Sorry la mun kazen aku nok sorang ya gago sikit. By the way. Selamat hari raya my beloved cousin. :D I love you . :)

Kepada Encik Tunang aku tu si Ikmal. Sorry sangat sangat sangat. I was soooo mad at you for ignoring me. But I didn't know that tomorrow is the last PMR Trial . Thought you were so busy of something else that you ignored me for a couples of days. I was sad. If i knew what the reasons was I wouldn't be so angry at you.  I WOULDN'T ! But it's too late rite darl? I sorry. Hope you forgive me. Hmm I wish you nothing but the best for tomorrow! . Berdoa aku puas for you darl. Tak pernah putus doaku buatmu darl. Good luck for tomorrow.  Semoga ada peningkatan trial kali tok.And to all pmr candidates, Wish you all the best. Amin.

Err. aku sik tauk pa mok tulis kat blog tok. Hmm marah bena aku ngan emal sebab nya gi asrama sik gik tauk aku. Terus off jak camya. Mun sik sempat madah camney? Nyesal ko tauk sik? erghh damn. Merajuk aku tok mal, bagus ko pujok aku syg. Mun sik, lari ke Thailand aku lak woooowooooo.

Mah waaa aku ritok. Tebisak jak sa nyawa. adehai, tension jak jak. Frust pike pasal minggu depan, sebab minggu depan ujian. Aku blom ready gik oiii. Ada jak aku nebes gilak time test tekemeh dalam kain. sohaiiii. Tambah gik problem aku ya. haishh. nang sik pande abis. Datang tanpa di jemput. Rasa macam mok pindah skolah jak eh. RRSS? (Riam Road Secondary School) Insyaallah dapat masok sia. :D mun dapat kan best? kan kan kan kan kan kan kan kan kan kan kan kannn?? sak sikda orang meluat nangga aku jak jak jak. and aku boleh focus in study :))))))))))) . Happy sik terkata aku eh mun dapat pindah skolah. Bukan aku sik sayang kawan-kawan aku, just sesetengah ya, malas aku nak cakap. haih. Kita Diam Dan Pendam  :D

Pande rindu indah aku ngan si ikmal ya. hmm nya bizi sebab sik lamak gik mok PMR. Ikmal nok PMR aku yang nerves sik tentu pasal. hohoho. Aku PMR taun depan. sik berasa jak masa belalu dengan cepat. Tok dah dekat mok raya, mok ujong tahun. Lagikpun, sik lamak gik genap setaun lah aku ngan ikmal. woooooooowooo. Can't wait for our anniversary then, we can celebrate it together2 kan ikmal? Ya pun mun juak kitak ingat. :'). Haih makin penin palak aku pike sal anniversary kita ya. aaaaa. sik pa bia kan jak lok. kelak cuti panjang pun kita boleh celebrate kan kan kan kan??  hihihi. I Miss You bahhhh. Lamak sik dengar suara kitak eh sayang. Rindu lah pulak. adoyaiii. Minggu tok kitak trial PMR kan sayang?  Kmk sentiasa doakan yang terbaik untuk ktk. All the best for you and all PMR candidates . Amin ^_^

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